woke up .. feeling awful..
missed you...

need to go gym.. goin off now..

ciaos..

Mon Wed gym, Thurs Salsa, Fri Swim, Sat Blade, Sun study

13 days.. since u choose to leave..

you said you had no choice... and you need to push everyone away.

i cried when we fought..
but i never knew it hurt this much to lose you..
not this way..
and i cried like i never did.

dont worry.. there wont be a de ja vu..
i will not leave you just becos time isnt right.. n someone is trying to break us apart.

i know i have been numb lately.. but it doesnt mean i'll be ok..
who will be okay.. to be asked to leave..
i had no idea.. i should be more appreciative that you at least feel guilty n distraughted but when you already had tots for someone else.. the equation doesnt fit.

i'm lost... there's no one to tell me things will be ok..

Dear Blog..

Sorry i've yet again neglect you..

Well i'm back cos i'm alone again. must be something wrong with me. cos it has happened again..

Anthony Bourdain - No Reservations
Jamie Oliver - The Naked Chef
Kat - Miami Ink
Vonda Shepard - Vonda - Ally Mcbeal
Callista Flockhart - Ally Mcbeal ( Mcbealism )
Peter Mcnicole - Paul - Ally Mcbeal ( Nose Whistle )
Greg Germann - Richard - Ally Mcbeal ( Fishism - Bygones )
Josh Groban - Josh - Ally Mcbeal ( You're still you )

New chapter posts new challenges and paths that I have never dreamt on threading on.
So far life have been good to me =). Was i too greedy and ideals inclined to accept that i had been awfully fortunate.